Below are the 10 most recent journal entries recorded in demonite_dreams' LiveJournal:

Monday, August 28th, 2006
12:40 pm	So. I managed to relax last weekend. Then I came home and I am a flipping mess again. Goes to show. Anyways. It rained all day yesterday. Oi, that was so nice. Alot of people don't like the rain. The weather gets them down, ext. The key to it is to enjoy it. If it's raining, go outside and enjoy it, watch the trees, listen to the sound of the rain pummeling everything. Water is one of the most powerful forces in the world. You can't compress water. You can move it, you can give it a path to roll, but in the end it will do what it wants, not what you want it to do. The Grand Canyon? Water errosion. Given, it takes a long time, but eventually the rain will beat everything back to the ground. I don't know. Don't really know why I'm posting here, for that bit. Like anyone reads this. But yeah, if you bothered to read my crap, thanks and have a good one. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 1st, 2006
5:00 pm	Meh This never gets used much and I doubt anyone really looks at it. I've got more and better stuff on my Xanga anyways. You guys should look there if you're intrested in anything. I've got a link to it on here somewhere. (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 11th, 2006
4:23 am	Its funny how you can think someone is your friend, but then you get into trouble and poof, they are gone. Or worse, they give you "Solid advice" like "Go stand over there. Away from me. And leave me alone." Thats always solid advice. yeah. Sure. So, long story short, Im loosing several of the most important things in my life, and I can't do jack-all about it. Woo. College is... Meh. I just don't really care any more. People are asking me stupid things like how they can help me with my classes when I have straight As in everything that actually involves what I am going to college for. English for a CNS class.... Not a bright idea. Meh. I cant hate anything. Except that I cant hate anything, I can hate that. But I cant do anything about it. A certain person made it so I couldn't quite hate anything anymore, and then she up and left me high and dry. Blah. To quite Scrooge: BAH! Humbug. (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 8th, 2006
1:48 pm	Testament I made this to try and get someone's attention but so far all it has been is a testament to my massive hate. More for myself than anyone else, even. It's not like anyone reads this aside from me anyways... I hate so many people. All of you, you have no honor, no morals, you have nothing but your greed and your averice. You all should do the world a favor and just kill yourselves now. I dont have the words to discribe how deep this hate of mankind I have is. I hate all of you for your ignorance and your greed. You would rather make a few dollars than help your own families. Atleast the mobs have some honor. It's funny how the 'Badguys' have more morals than alot of the good-guys. I hate all of you, for more than I can discribe. I love some of you. I like many others. But I hate every single one of you. Current Mood: drained (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 2nd, 2006
1:27 am	I hate people Really. People are so... Stupid. There is no other word for it. You people are there are so freaking dumb that it boggles the mind and makes an otherwise normal intelligent person into a blathering idiot. The sheer stupidity of some people... And the nerve!! In other news: I just punched my wall, and I am not sure which got away with less damage. My hand or the wall, that is. I think I broke my middle finger but the wall isn't in exactly pristine shape either. One of the few times when rage actually takes advantage of me... heh... I keep seeing this blond in my dreams, with curly hair... And odd runes. Huh. Didn't remember them until now. I wonder. Hand hurts when I think of em. Hasn't acted up latley... I wonder... Current Mood: pissed off (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 15th, 2006
3:09 pm	Transcriped from my xanga Thursday, May 12, 2005 Is it possible to fall in love with someone you have never seen or talked to? I had a dream yesterday. "The dream of a thousand dreams," as shyla called it. She asked me once, If I dremt the Dream of a Thousand Dreams, would I wake up? My answer: Eventually. I slept in for 5 hours that day. It was a wonderful dream with the most beutiful girl I have ever seen. She had beutiful long dark hair, and a kind face, and a soft voice. We talked and smiled and laughed and danced and walked and all of the things best friends do. And when it started getting dark, we went to a hill, and layed down, and curled with one another, and she held me. And we talked, and looked at the moon and the stars and the sky... And we loved eachother so deeply that to even think of it puts me into tears. I don't even know who she is, but the thought of life without her scares me. Will I ever find her? I think so. Was this what you saw, Claire? Is this the reason? I'm sorry. You know I will always love you, but this is like nothing I have ever felt. I never asked for this. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
2:48 pm	Humans need to die... Seriously. Just do us all a favor and roll over and die. You are all so damn stupid! You mistake being nice for weakness, and use cheap dirty tricks to take advantage of people. You exploit everything you possibly can until you think you are untouchable. And the hard truth of the matter is, if you had any fiber of honor in your body, you would stand and fight. You would not cheat. You would not run. You would stand and fight. And you would realize who is better for it. Not all this bullshit chance stuff. Stand and fight. Show your power, and your cunning by comming out on top in an honest fight. STAND AND FIGHT ME YOU COWARDS! DON'T RUN! Current Mood: pissed off (Comment on this)
12:15 pm	My own mind doesnt even make sense to me at the moment. I dont know why I am writing this. Why anyone would read this is also beyond me. I see things, and I think things that are odd. I see the date, and I think 2006 years since... Since what? I dont know. i dont know what I am writing until it is on the screen. I can go back and edit it so it makes sense but it comes out as jibberish. I dont get it. Not even coherent. I hear the music, but it slides past me, past my persona and off into space somewhere. I hate when things get like this. Odd days. Odder still, yet to come. I want to know what it is I have. Its not phantom limbs. Phantom wings, Claws, that freeze the air around them. Someone tell me what these are? What do they mean? Why do I remember the oddest things, Things that never happened to me, but I can't remember the name of my teacher. Why do I even write this? I should delete this but... Meh. I am hoping someone special may see this. Yeah. like I will ever find her. I'll transcribe it from my xanga for anyone who happens to read this, later. Current Mood: crazy (Comment on this)
11:44 am	So... I am officially a sadistic manipulative bastard. And do you know what I have to say to this? GO ME!!! But life is quite boring, as per norm. New classes just started. English. Blah. Im good at enlish but this shit is so pointless and time consuming... Not to mention... well, badly written really. The instructions, I mean. They dont even use proper english. I mean. WTF? Really. *sigh* Whatever. Current Mood: ecstatic (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 14th, 2006
4:22 pm	Thus enters the Demon So. Yeah. Made a Live Journal account incase someone decided to try and frame me/my name. As much as I love my multiple personalities... BAD! BAD! MY NAME! *Ahem* So yes. Here be We. I've had alot of rants on my xanga recently, mainly about that whole "my face had food" thing. Yes. it did have a face. And that face was just as tasty as the rest of the animal. And on another note: DO NOT CONFUSE ME WITH "DEMONITE" COMPUTERS! THEY STOLE MY NAME! The bastards!!!!!! Grrr. I WAS HERE FIRST! Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)